I don't feel in different.

Plus it has already started out bad. I got up to make myself a special birthday breakfast, but there were no eggs, our bacon is no longer eatable...and whats the point in making toast without eggs or bacon. So I guess my big birthday breakfast is an orange. Yah.

I have a bad outlook for my birthday. I don't know why. I just hate my birthday. It always ends up really crappy.

Who knows though, maybe it will be better. Oh yea, I told dad about the loan thing and he was against it ofcorse...so I might just stay up here...what am I talking about, it move down there at least I will have cable and I will be away from the people I live with now. And Andrea is the best sister ever! I don't know. A million things are racing through my head right now. Grrr...I'm hungry. I am going to go slice up my "birthday breakfast".

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2004-07-29
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